Hello and goodbye

A flood of memories rushed through me
How I used to make u squeeze my finger with your paw
How you used to sleep in baskets peacefully
Your silly curiosity with bags and boxes
How you rather drink from the faucet and I'd leave the water running for you
you peacefully purring in the sunlight

I hope and pray to the universe that you are not in any pain
I hope that you rather die peacefully in your own home
You will return to home and be with me forever

I'll always love you.
We are one..
together forever

you're the greatest gift I've ever had.

Ancient eyes

One day it was just after dawn
I seen you just outside my doorstep
Your big ancient eyes still young in that moment
Holding secrets that I will once bestow
These gifts we had to share
Two young spirits
I had to go about my day
not wanting to let you go
My mother said you will be there when I return
I seen you watch me go as we rounded the bend
Perhaps it was then when our friendship began
Or maybe it was something eternal that I could not understand
I was sure you came from a vision
I think it was something that was forever
You, so strong and vibrant
Agile and fast
The energy of a true warrior

Sometimes I had vision of us in another world
During my dark times where I knew love only through you
I know there it was always you and I
and when the sun would set
we would battle the darkness until he risen once again
I protected you

Again the sun will rise and its radiant beams would shine down upon us
I seen a glimmer in your warm soft black coat
Like sparkling diamonds in the night sky
We would visit your favorite places
Bring back your favorite mint leaves
become one with the earth in the dirt
Then I would laugh at your silly escapades

But now the sun sets again.. I fear this time you will not arise from the darkness
Eternity waits for us both but this time I will have to meet you there
I hate to see you in pain my friend
You're a sweet soft gentle creature
and always my best friend forever.

I'll remember the day when we peered into each others eyes
Those ancient eyes
that glimmer will continue to do so in my eyes
Your home is my heart and spirit




I promise I will move mountains for you... until the day we are reunited.
Nothing will stand in my way.

Ophiuchus Article

Here is an article I wrote for Northeastern Illinois University's newspaper. I had to revise it since it was too long unfortunately... I wish I had the original. The editor said it was left with fragments... anyway I have faith any fool can still make sense of it without having to fill any blanks. Especially if you have done your homework. Anyway it was never published (screw you), but oh well enjoy. :)

For thousands of years the archaic night skies influenced man in their discoveries. Whether it be navigational purposes or perhaps just a symbol of hope far off in the distance, it is something that has been apart of our culture. It seems that astronomer Parke Kunkle finds it valid to include a new zodiac symbol. After thousands of years of the same system used by astrologers why is it that an astronomer thinks to change the system?

Astrology is coined by Carl Jung to be a language of synchronicity. It is a symbolic way to understand the facets of life on our planet. Kepler, to paraphrase, said the music of the spheres are perceived by the intellect. It is coincided with fractals. Chaos theory demonstrates the interconnectedness of the universe. It is balancing of free will and destiny. It appears as a mathematical model of self-similarity proportions that is infinite. The fibonacci sequence and the golden ratio are examples. They are found everywhere in nature such as motions of waves, flowers, trees, etc. Evidently being a process of unfolding and becoming. Astrology is said to be the algebra of life.

The axis tilt of the earth’s wobble has shifted and this is said to be the reason for the constellation of Ophiuchus. Due to the moons gravitational pull we have here what is called the precession.

The reason why this does not matter is because the zodiac was divided up into twelve constellations that lie upon the plane of ecliptic. The plane of ecliptic is the sun’s path that forms in our sky as the earth rotates around the sun. Now the problem with Ophiuchus is that it is not aligned within the ecliptic plane like the other twelve zodiac signs. The constellation of Ophiuchus barely touches this plane of ecliptic with just his foot. The bablyonians recognized eighteen constellations at one point, but five of them were omitted once the constellation borders were more clearly defined.

One purpose of astrology was to divide the sun cycles up into equal portions and seasons. The zodiac perfectly aligns with each of the four equinoxes and solstices. The twelve zodiac signs are equally divided up by thirty degrees along the ecliptic plane. A circle is made up of 360 degrees and when divided up by thirty there’s a number of twelve, which are represented by fixed constellations. When the zodiac was made it was used as an astronomical mathematical unit to understanding the planets and the stars corresponding to the annual circuit of the sun. Astrologers saw it as a way to understand what was going on our planet by observing the cycles of the bodies along the ecliptic plane, which assisted them in following the seasons.

It seems as though that this whole 13^th zodiac sign is a publicity stunt. Astrologers will continue using the traditional model. Many astrologers seem to think that it is another attempt at giving astrology the label of a pseudo-science. From our understanding of quantum mechanics such as wave and particle experiments, the ebb and flow of energy in the universe, and viewing its interconnectedness helps us to see that maybe some scientists have yet to shift some paradigms. Is it simply that people want us to lose our ability to predict and see patterns in life by understanding this cosmic fractal universe?

www.geocosmic.org

Space between the clouds

Early civilizations grew based upon agricultural stability. As soon as humans were able to establish a way to farm and build irrigation systems was whence civilizations first came to be.

Then we see wealth being established by the humans who were the closest to water and canals. The ones who began employing laborers to sustain irrigation systems. These "managers" were our first kings. As population grew, the more they depended upon these irrigation systems.

Now, many of our past civilizations are still buried beneath the earth. (Perhaps, soon our civilization shall be buried as well).

The rise and fall of our civilizations has been a necessary evolutionary force of our very universe. Everything comes to being and then grows in order to die and be replaced by a new creation. Whether it be individual organisms or large forms of group think building and sustaining structuralism.

How can one keep building on top of another without things becoming chaotic? It is necessary to clear space... to start fresh and anew.

This interaction can be seen everywhere in the universe. The slums, cities, our egos, nuclear fission, supernovae, etc etc

Now here we all are within a large group think. Globalization has been inevitable since the creation of technology and information systems.

Where we decide to go from here implies partially on the individual. I can easily say it is entirely dependent upon the individual actually. Now is the time to clear that space within ourselves. So that a new beautiful structural system can be deployed.

The spiral configuration is a very important configuration indeed. As long as we learn we have the ability to repeat the same processes but better and grandeur each time. Evolution is a slow process but also inevitable and necessary for own growth of being.